"the way u r right now
disgust me"

& I swear I didn't do anything wrong. So why are you overreacting? I really don't understand. Why are you doing this to me? You have no idea how I feel most of the time. My regrets, anger, sadness. My dreams, hopes, wanting to impress a lot of people. Well, trying to impress them at most and I try really hard because I hate disappointments. And trust me when I say you don't even know who I am.

Ya Allah. Please give me strength.

Birthday Wishes

as requested by various friends (mainly Ain & Farah and Candy & Chengni)
haha

i honestly cannot believe i'm doing this..
and I even have several categories ok.. hehe

Yes, Definitely:

• A good(/stylish) bag for school (tote or backpack)
  
• (Diamond) Ear Studs
• Hairbands (Blair Wardoff inspired)
• Money
• Perfume (preferably Ralph Eau de Toilette Spray)
• Watch
• iPod Mini casing
  
• iPod Touch/iPhone
• Thumbdrive
  
• Ceramic Flat Iron
• TMX Elmo
• Manchester United/Real Madrid Jersey (with/without Ronaldo's name & no.)
• Harry Potter Paperback/Hardcover Boxed Set (Books 1-7)
• Personal trainer! LMAO
• 2010 Calendar/Organiser

Erm.. Maybe:

• Build-a-bear Owl (Hedwig) or Werewolf (Jacob Black) - werewolf please and NOT husky
• Cool headphones
• Clothes
• Make-up (but maybe just Mascara will do)
• Posters
• CDs/DVDs
• Necklace/Bracelets
  

Sorry but No:
I can't really think of any right now.. HAHA


Likes:

• Anything cool, creative, unique

Dislikes:

• Anything that is dull (in colour) or way too bright for my taste
  

Please note:

• Pink is not my favourite colour
• I'm open to all (nice) colours
• My clothes size is from L to XL
• My shoe size varies from 8-10

this is not asking for too much right.. LOL

BUT BUT BUT ANYTHING WILL DO LA..

i'm open, fair and i really do believe it's the thought that counts..
serious.. :)

URGE

n. feeling or desire urging a person to do something;
craving, desire, longing, yearning

I had the sudden urge to watch Diversity's videos on YouTube..
yes, they're the dance group that won Britain's Got Talent 2009.. :)

Diversity = Brilliant + Amazing + Adorable + Funny + and much more..
hehe

so far, these are my favourite videos..
& I.CANNOT.STOP.WATCHING.THEM.!.





Ashley's and Warren's impersonation of Stacy was HILARIOUS! i laughed every time i see that.. HAHA

obviously, there's so much more but .............. i shall post them later..
hehe :P

and their videos are soooo going to be the first ones that i shall have in my comingsoonhopefully iPod Touch :)

MEN

There's nothing much to say because just that one word can say a lot of things. And unfortunately, most of those things tend to be bad.

But at the end of the day, they're the best person you could ever wish for.

Dearest Chuck Bass,

You are the worst jackass of a human being there is. Yet, you're the most caring, romantic, sweetest, and the best of a boyfriend that a girl can only dream of wanting.

XOXO

Real or Reel

Guys like Will Davis do not exist.

Right?

Twittery..

i can't believe i'm saying this..
(and also the fact that i some timeout just to blog about this super RANDOM thing..)

but i don't know if i should start a Twitter a/c..

it's not because that everyone is in it or whatever.. i just feel that i can just rant my random-nonsense on Twitter in a more faster, quicker and instant way..

plus, to me, blogs are meant to be detailed - a full story of what happen or even just more information etc..

YES, i admit that i have loads of random rants in my mind.. haha..

anyways, as for Twitter, it will be more about my randomshitness that's on the top of my head (of what i'm thinking at that moment), you know! LOL

&& i don't really like blogging short posts/one-liners because i feel that it's too short.. but since i'm a lazy person (and also the fact that i just wanna UPDATE my poor blog), i've been doing that for the couple of blog posts.. oh well..

or maybe i should just update my blog by summarizing my day......?? and post a couple of pictures.. here and there -ish..
hehe :P

or should i wait till i get a good WiFi-friendly handphone then start a Twitter a/c so that i'm able to just tweet anytime, any day when i'm feeling anything..

oh ya.. and blogging takes longer time for me to blog while i feel like twittering will probably take me 52 seconds..?
hahakk

so ya.............
*thinks*

WHAT DO YOU THINK??
^.^

FYI: my tweets will be more up-to-date as compared to my dear blog :)
THIS I PROMISE YOU.. he he